Awash in Ashwagandha

I promised myself when I finally hit the absolute minimum medication level I would start ashwagandha based on what I had heard about it. To be honest, I like the word too. When I wrote Uncomfortably Numb I essentially hit my absolute minimum and started taking Ashwagandha. Stupidly, or it would be if it wasn't…

New Year, New Dynamic

Mom died. It's been about seven weeks since her passing.  Time seems to go buy at different speeds at the same time.  I've hit new levels of stooopid I never knew I could.  I'm still not eating right, sleeping well or taking care of myself as I should.  The only thing I've been capable of…

Surrender Follow Up

I can breath again.  I never understood in the OA book how they wanted me to surrender to a Higher Power, I thought I had given myself to God and Christ years ago, but after the surrender, I realize I really haven't. I don't think I fight against Heavenly Father, per se, but I don't always…