Reverse Pride

Reverse pride isn't humility.  Humility is humility.  Reverse pride is when you are prideful of the fact you aren't better than anyone else.  We all know this idiom: Pride goeth before the fall. I didn't think that really applied to me because I was on the floor, I would never be 'worthy' of the grace…

Entitled to Surrender

I've been looking for a definition that encompasses my meaning and feelings for the word entitled.  Microsoft wasn't helpful, nor were the additional sites it sent me to.  Merriam Webster Dictionary  was accurate but didn't quite go far enough.  I went to the Urban Dictionary and it was almost spot on but the language used on the…

Climbing Down The Walls

So, I am unemployed, or underemployed.  I still have the granny nanny job, but the relaxing job of 8 hours a day five days a week, along with the paycheck, is gone.  Monday I needed two doggy downers to get me off the walls, but it completely wiped me out for Tuesday and then another attempt…