To Forgive or Not Forgive…..

My bee-line to end my chemical dependence put some of the needed emotional journeys on hold. I didn't realize this until I picked up my journal and what started as a travel-log kind of entry turned into a soliloquy about the nature of and the need for forgiving. I hadn't forgiven my mother and the…

Life – Medication = A Dawn Of Discovery

I know, I know it's been quite a while. I'm sorry. Some basic bullet points about me now.... I'm healthyI'm happy more often then notI'm working (and like most Americans I love my work but hate my job)I drive a blood red hybrid with an astronomical car payment (soon to be refinanced)I'm sane (thankfully) So,…

Almost a Year

I had a dream this morning, half awake and half asleep kind of dream.  I heard my mother call me from her room.  Not her normal morning call but more of a genial kind of invite.  My mom was in her room and my sister S. was asleep in her bed while C was asleep…