Come again some other day. (Perhaps I should preface that with NEVER)
It was a long weekend, and far too short at the same time. I eested mostly on Sunday because of what happened on Saturday. What happened on Saturday you ask….
- Got up and walked to the bank to get cash in case what I had in my checking wouldn’t be enough.
- Arranged for the tow on the Geico app and waited inside for about 1.5 hours and then went out to stand by my car….in the driveway.
- Had a nice chat with the neighbor for about 30 minutes until the tow truck driver showed up (Finally!!!)
- J. hooked my baby up to his truck. He tried to turn it over, you know, just in case. We chatted about birds and UFOs.
- Got to Priemier Nissan in San Jose.
So far so good, right…..
- Started to climb down from the cab of the truck, it the first step, I was out too far for the second step and missed the step. Luckily, the Lord was with me and kept me safe, though my arms got one heck of a stretch and my back slammed against the inner door frame. Ouchie!
- Talked to Doc at Nissan and he was honest with me and said his team probably wouldn’t even get to plug it into the computer so no use waiting in the lounge, so I decided to go home by their shuttle.
- The shuttle driver wasn’t coming back. I growled to myself. I still have a problem asking people for help….in this case pride literally went before the fall.
- As I was gathering my stuff to go to the lounge to call around up DRIVES Doc with my car.
Sunday I got a call from him that said on a cursory look at the diagnostics there doesn’t appear to be any problems with her. He wanted to keep her until today so he could make sure.
Now I know I have a part in all this bad ju-ju. I consciencly decided I didn’t want to take ANY of my meds. There wasn’t a coherent reason other than I didn’t think I needed it. And I skipped again on Sunday. I couldn’ sleep last night, almost called in sick to school (in a two week course is untenable) so I got up, med-upped, donned my scrubs and went to school. I’m out now and waiting for the shuttle. I did okay sticking people and I was a good sport and let people stick me. However none of this explains why I’m tearing up. Stress is really kicking my a** right now.
2 thoughts on “Bad Bad Ju-Ju Go Away…”
It all explains why you’re getting teary. Which is a good thing, believe it or not, you’re not squishing everything up inside.
You’re rocking your world, making major life direction shifts, and because our spirits (or soul, or psyche) are a little slow on the uptake sometimes, it all feels unfamiliar on a visceral level.
I don’t like crying. There is this irrational gear in me that if I start I won’t stop. I realize it is something that will happen more often as I come off the meds.
Thank you! I appreciate your insight.
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