So, the anger isn’t swimming around in my head, whirling like an inertia fueled eddy instead I have songs flipping like a meth-addled DJ on a sugar tare. Right now it’s “You Spin me right-round baby”, but when I try to stop it it flips to Renee Fleming “Prelude to a Kiss” from her Haunted Heart CD, and when I get tired of that it flips to Sarah Brightman and then to Susan Graham, then back to Renee, and so on. It’s kind of annoying. It’s more than just getting one song stuck in my head, like happens to a normal person, but we’re talking DAYS! I don’t know if it is a drug side-effect or if I’m just cursed.
I’m going to talk to my therapist tomorrow and see if there is something, anything I can do to not hear these songs constantly in my head. Of course, it would probably help if I stopped listening to the Divas list on my iPod and then I might get a break.