Having A Good Cry Never Killed Anyone….Yet.

I cried last night, I mean had a tissue-in-hand-supressing-sobs kind of cry.  I had to put Sammy in the hospital yesterday, as broke as I am too, was an extra strain.  I couldn't not take care of her.  After bedtime prayer I asked Mom for a hug, and she leaned into me so I could hug…

Popping The Emotional Clutch

I asked my best friend how long was it going to be before I could stop being disengaged from the world in order to figure out what is going on with 'me' and re-engage.  She gave the best yet most frustrating answer, not quite as simply, it'll take as long as it takes. I feel…

The Ups, Downs and Pratfalls of Anger

So, I've been off my anti-anxiety pills for close to a week now, and I have to say, I'm doing much better than I anticipated.  I've also, for some inexplicable reason, stopped taking all my mental and physical meds, I guess to see what happens.  I'm grumblely, meaning when I'm asked to do something I…